What would I do differently or the same in my art career looking back?
There are a few things I would have done differently in my art career. First I would have painted what I wanted to paint regardless of how others feel about it and be unapologetically me. I know some people don’t like erotic art for whatever reasons they have and there are people who don’t like art that depicts mental health. For a while I use to try to do art that the mass majority gravitate towards. You know, the art of celebrities like Beyoncé, Nipsey, Tupac, etc. Or art that is the current trend or popular on social media like the faceless colorful painting of people, the art with braided hair on the canvas or art depicting the oppression of African Americans. Don’t get me wrong all of these are beautiful pieces of art and the artists are talented. It’s just not me. I can no longer do things to please others just to make a profit. If i don’t enjoy what i do than i won’t continue to do it.
Another thing i would have done differently is not having expectations from friends and family to share, like, or support me. Not everyone will like my art and that includes the individuals that i consider friends and my family. I learned a while ago no expectations you won’t get disappointed.
What I would have done the same is continue to network, strive, and create what I love unapologetically. My art stands out among other artist at some art shows i participate in. I always want to stand out and be different than the majority. Always going after what I want despite all of the No’s I get. I remember looking to get an tattoo apprenticeship and being turned down because of various reasons or being told I would take money out of their pocket (ridiculous right). I’m glad I pushed myself to do art shows without support and not knowing anyone there. Proud that i didn’t allow my fears get in the way or the rejection stop me from going after what I want. Also, educating myself if I need to. I can’t always depend or expect others to guide or help me. I have to find my own way sometimes because not everyone is as kind or generous to help you reach your goals.
There’s not much I would change in my journey. The setbacks, the artist block, and even the cancellation of events due to the pandemic all have a purpose in shaping me as an artist and as an individual.